I have found myself within the past year to go through MANY second chances. Now these second chances I am going to call "chapters" in my life. I don't know about you, but my book is still being written. I think God gives us second chances for many reasons. One reason I can think of is that He teaches us the first time we go through stuff and tests us on what we've learned. the next reason is He shows us what we missed the first time and the third time (or more) we go through our stuff to get it right.
I don't know why we are given so many chances to survive or experience a car accident, an operation, a relationship, or any other situation we may have gone through. As I reflect on my past, I wonder why there are some people that show up in my life after we don't talk for MONTHS and then there are other people that are in my life for a season. I don't understand why there are some situations that I go through one year and they never return compared to other situations that come across again and they stay.
Oh, I am not looking for answers, I am just thankful that my journey is beginning with a fresh new out look on life, I can reflect on my past and choose to learn from my faults and grab onto the successes and then run with them.
You see, in 2001 I became a Mary Kay Beauty Consultant. I had a lot of basement people in my life and I wanted something for me. I stayed with the company for eight years. There were times I failed and there were times I picked back up and started over again. I found I was doing things for the wrong reasons and decided to quit altogether. Then after a year off from it, I found it in my path, in my dreams, in conversations. I decided in a moment of quiet times with my Lord Jesus to discuss it. I did and He began to open doors and situations. Now, I am on a new journey, with new goals, new desires, and a new attitude. It's not about me, it's about Him, it's about You too.
Some people may say "you have so much on your plate now, you can't do this." Yes I can. I know when to say "No thank you" and I know who to run to when I am not sure what to say "No thank you" to.
I believe in me enough to say "Yes I can" and there was a time when I didn't.
There is a song out called I Refuse by Josh Wilson; I hope you have heard it. If God is calling me to do something I don't want to refuse Him.
I heard "the world is your oyster and you are the pearl" in my head again and this time I may be the pearl, but there are a lot of diamonds out there. I want to find them, pamper them, love on them, and allow God to take away the roughness. "You're a diamond in the rough" is what the first person who believed in me said and now I want to find that one person that needs to know they are a diamond in the rough. If Mary Kay is the vehicle to help me get to that diamond, then I know Jesus is worthy to follow and will lead me to her.
I am thankful I am not who I was but I am ever so grateful that I am who I am today. I am under construction and I'm excited to see what happens in this new chapter in my life.
Do you have something new happening in your life? I would love for you to share it with me.
Please leave me a comment or email me.
~Marjorie

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